urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:1girl_2lives1girl_2lives1girl_2lives1girl_2lives2007-08-19T13:29:59Zurn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:1girl_2lives:2027So happy!!2007-08-19T13:29:59Z2007-08-19T13:29:59Z<p>Yesterday I had a very successful day of my fast, it was only the first day. I have two more to go. All I had was some fruit in the morning which worried me but thanks to all of you I decided that it would only boost my metabolism. I am kinda curious to weigh myself but I am not going until I think I have lost a substanial amount of weight. Until I can tell by looking at myself...I hate to work so hard at a fast and then I only lose like 1 lb, its so crushing.<br /><br />Today to keep my metabolism up I have had:<br />1 string cheese - 60 cals.<br />Grapes - 40 cals.<br /><br />100 cals isn't bad and I am on my way to the gym after I get some homework done.<br /><br />How are all you doing?</p><p>Lots of love and support to all :)</p>urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:1girl_2lives:1719frustrated2007-08-17T02:59:42Z2007-08-17T02:59:42ZI was doing so good today and then I blew it all.<br />Roommate made tacos, I had only one but I also had a smironoff.<br />Already I was at 460 cals. - my max was 500<br /><br />I am so disappointed with myself, how come I keep doing this? Seriously why is it so hard to tell myself 'NO' ??<br /><br />Help me girls, I need some motivation...urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:1girl_2lives:1476Deadline2007-08-16T20:58:31Z2007-08-16T20:58:31ZSo I have a wedding to be in on Sept. 16. I am not going in to get sized cuz' I think it is pointless when i plan on losing a good 20 lbs. before then. So I will just be calling in my size, once I do it will be crucial that I lose this weight!!!!<br /><br />I have to do this, How embrassing would it be if I can't fit into my own bridesmaid dress?!?!?!?<br /><br />Then I will definetly ruined everything and feel like I FAT COW!!!!!urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:1girl_2lives:1210Not a bad day...2007-08-16T20:44:41Z2007-08-16T20:44:41ZGot stuck going out to lunch. It wasn't so bad, Applebee's has the weight watchers plan. It gives the cals. for a few of their meals, ordered the lowest calorie meal, only 365 and it has been the only thing I have eaten all day. I'm not going to eat anything else so I am sure I will maintain if not lose.<br /><br /><br />I think I will do some crunches and pushups later, I hate my stomach!!urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:1girl_2lives:1017Ya hoo2007-08-16T15:51:39Z2007-08-16T15:51:39ZToday, is so amazing!!! I had a binge yesterday and didn't have time to workout so I could maintain. So I was dreading stepping onto the scale this morning, but when I did, it said I losed 3 lbs !!!!!! Now I am so psyched and motivated to continue not eating for today and then I could lose even more. <br />Seriously, 3 lbs. in one day on a binge!!! How many times does that happen?!?!?<br /><br /><br />Does anyone wear any anorexia support bracelets?? Ya know the red beaded ones with a dragonfly charm on it? <br />I was online yesterday, surfing the web and found some, so I bought three different ones. They have different styles but they all mean the same thing. I encourage everyone to get one, as a symbol of our silent suffering... Let me know how you feel about this idea...urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:1girl_2lives:686Slimming pills?2007-08-16T01:07:37Z2007-08-16T01:07:37ZOkay, so I feel that I have tried so many diff. types of pills and so far have not yet been completely satisfied. So I am asking, does anyone else take slimming pills? If so, which kinds have worked the best? I hate that I have to take them, they are like $30 a jar sometimes more. But I can't make myself throw up, I have no idea why I try and try and never works for me :(